I don't know what is wrong with me today, but I am so full of rage. I am feeling so much. I just snapped at my kid for climbing on me. I don't do that often. When it's just us. I miss my dad, and I am angry with my mom.
At least I have an amazing playlist for Nate and I to dance to! We've eaten a lot of popcorn today! Popcorn and coffee. Empty calories...I think I can get away with it. I really wish I had a cigarette... why is it so hard? Well I know why, because I didn't want to quit. I quit because I didn't have any money, or a job.
Today I just can't seem to do anything. I laid down to take a nap and had to wake up to take Dan to work. Nate was sound asleep, and well we had to wake him up. That was terrible because we've been back for an hour and a half and he isn't going to take a nap now. I can't be mad or anything, but damnit! I am tired. This rain, as much as I love it, I do have to admit it makes me tired.
I am sure I will update again today...with the way I feel more than likely.
Playlist played on shuffle...
1. Heat of the Moment, Asia
2 Hold On Loosely, 38 Special
3. Eye of the Tiger, Survivor
4. Ellie Goulding- Lights (Bassnectar Remix)
5. Error 404, Skold vs. KMFDM
6. Bennie and the Jets, Elton John
7. Don't Go Breaking My Heart, Elton John
8. Crocodile Rock, Elton John
9. Rocket Man, Elton John
10. Your Song, Elton John
11. Young American (1990 Digital Remaster), David Bowie
12. Bad Reputation, Joan Jett
13. John, I'm Only Dancing (1990 Digital Remaster), David Bowie
14. The Look, Roxette
15. Come On Eileen, Dexys Midnight Runners
16. Wagon Wheel, Old Crow Medicine Show
17. Highway to Hell, ACDC
18. Tiny Dancer, Elton John
19. Dancing in the Moonlight, King Harvest
20. Fer Sure, The Medic Droid
21. Eet (Album Version), Regina Spektor
22. Keep Sake, State Radio
23. Cotton, The Mountain Goats
24. Shy, Sonata Arctica
25. Dance Music, The Mountain Goats
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