Coffee with out cigarettes...what's the point? I drink caffeine more to try to stave off the niccotine cravings, though it just makes me want them more. All in all it is still much better than eating to fight the cravings. I really don't know why I am so drawn to the act of smoking. I always dated smokers, I love cigarette kisses. They are my favorite. I feel not like myself since I quit. We quit drinking soda also, and that is difficult. Though yesterday was the first day we went without it. I had the worst head ache ever.
Dan just made a bunch of Grits. Before I had met him, I had never heard of such things. I didn't really enjoy the texture, though I will definitely try them on a day when I am in the mood for them, and not trying to eat waffles also. So we had waffles, cheesy eggs, and they had grits for breakfast. It's times like these when I feel like an actual family. I love it.
I posted that photo of my father's ashes on my facebook and my brother and uncle started a long conversation on it. Then my older sister commented. I am feeling very sad today. I miss my dad a lot. I can't ever remember feeling this bad so it must be a first.
Last night with Dan was perfect. We sat down and talked. We had such good conversation, then we went to bed for two hours and it was perfect. Everything was perfect last night. I didn't feel any sort of insecurity or pressure to act a certain way. We fell asleep at four and thankfully for me Nate was up late so he slept in!
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