Bored.....

I have had this awful cold since Tuesday morning. I am finally getting better, but it is Dan's work week... meaning I have to find things to do by myself or with people. Anyhow, Nate is at my mom's on a trial run of his behavior changes, and I am here in front of the computer hoping that Amanda sees the facebook message I left her.

So, right now it sucks because Dan wasn't accepted to move in here and we have to find a place together. That means I need to get a job. Which isn't that bad, but I would rather not work and be able to spend the next year and a half with Nate before he has to go to school. Sigh, anyway.

I don't have much to say, I failed out of school. I wonder if I get my grant money because FAFSA approved me, the school however did not. Academic politics are weird. The thing that gets me is that the assignments are so strange for online school. I was supposed to write a 1050 word paper on how to manage my relationship and how it developed. WTF? Why should I write to some strange the intimate interworkings of my personal relationship? The week prior to there was an assignment where we were supposed to give these survey things to our "peers" and the surveys had a negative and a positive. The person had to answer which one sounded like me and give a reason. It was terrible. Did they want me to get into fights with people? The only person I could convince to do it was Devon, and a few of her answers hurt my feelings. Though they are her opinions and I respect that. It made me ask her questions and explain why she felt that way, which was awful. I mean, I don't want to be that person.