Blog Makeover Time?

I think it may be time for a blog makeover. I just can't decide which color scheme I am going to go with. With the upcoming holiday I may go with a Sam-hain type theme. Though, I have to think of it.

My sister has a glutten allergy and I ate dinner at her house tonight. I never realized how good of a cook her boyfriend is! They make a wonderful pair. Whatever doubts I had about them as a united couple in the beginning have since been washed out. In fact I feel a little ridiculous about doubting it.

Trying to find an income without actually getting a job is difficult. For now I am trying to work up my stock of handmade jewelry so that I can have a table downtown, and then next year at the people's market. I just am unsure how much I could sell my products for. I might start on Etsy and see. I do have a storefront there, however I have never posted anything.

Lately I have been feeling like everything has its place and I need to get it all there to obtain complete happiness. Right now though, I am really happy. There are minor things that get in the way, but despite the deepest sorrow caused by my father's death, I am happy. I will always be sad about that, and it will always cause great distress when I think to hard about it. Though, I am as happy as I can be given the circumstances.

I have always wanted for someone to love me, and now there is someone who loves me. It is nice to know that I am accepted and cherished. He spends almost all of his energy to make me happy and for that I am extremely pleased. I try to make him happy, though I sometimes feel that I don't do enough. I know that is silly, but it is like there is this desire in me to please him beyond what he shows. I guess that is love right?

I am going to work on merging my stories into a few so that I am not working on several at a time. It is difficult to keep up. Though I haven't worked on them in a long time. I just feel like if I just merged all the ideas into like three stories, I could make a series or something. Three main stories and characters makes for a lot more room for each of them to grow and for me to improve my writing. It might also motivate me to work on it. Since I don't have a job and I am facing all this freetime, it might be a good idea.

Tonight I watched the Labrynth. In fact I am still watching it. When I was a kid I loved this movie so much. It could probably be related to the fact that all three of my mother's children inherited her deep love of David Bowie. Ha!

Anyways, I need to get back to making dinner for Dan. I may write later.