Confessions

So, I think I am diabetic. It would explain a lot. I just am afraid to get tested. I don't want to be, but everyone in my family is... well not everyone, but most of them. I don't think I eat very well, and I know I eat far too much junk food. Sometimes, candy makes me really sleepy. I hear that's a symptom. J said that when you are diabetic you crave sugar and sweets. Like you see them, and you want them so bad it will drive you crazy. That happens to me sometimes.

That's it. My big confession I guess. I don't know why it scares me so bad to get tested, I just don't want to have that. Though my grandpa changed his diabetes just by eating right. I guess in theory it could happen to me. I just have no willpower.

Anyhow, T is coming over and I am making stir-fry. Its the kind that comes already made but frozen, my mom gave it to me a while ago and it was in my freezer, I hope it tastes good. I am picky about my stir-fry and I make it really really good.

This wasn't a very good update, though that's all I got. ha