I have been so lonely lately. Ithink its either a lack of activity, or sex withdrawls. (Haha kidding) Though really... I am sort of sad. Next payday I am going to buy a bottle of Jack. Not that I'm an alcoholic, but I have been wanting to drink lately.
R is back on the radar. I don't want him...but I want him. If that makes sense... He's back with his girlfriend and he is there all the time. Though, that's nice because he's not at J's all the time. Though, I want to party with him. I like partying with him. He's fun, unless C or J are there. Though he's back with T... fucking meth teeth. She is really ugly, but she has a nice body. Though he was with C the other night, or so I hear. But T told all this stuff to my friend's mom now she thinks I am really slutty and not a good person. But R and T were not together then, or so he said.
Anyhow, I really want to just get drunk and have fun. Sigh, I need to get a sitter just for a night. I want to find a drinking buddy and go to the Strike. My mom can watch my Nate Saturday, though how am I supposed to find money for drinks. I guess it will have to wait.
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