"Lifestyles of the Rich and Famous...to be"...

My boyfriend said this to me today. It made me laugh, seeing as I live in low-income housing. We're so tight on money it's January and he has to ride his bike to work because we can't put gas in the car. That and the fact that I can't seem to get a callback on a job to save my life. So, I just looked at him and said, "We live in the projects."

The neighbors in the apartment behind me have their music up so loud, and it's been that way for nearly an hour, it's so ridiculously loud, I can feel it in the floor and my chair. I've been facebook complaining all day. Though, they complained a week ago that it smelled like cigarettes in their bathroom. So, they complained about us...and now they are playing their music at full blast? I do not like this.

Last night I went to Buffalo Wild Wings for the first time ever, it was very good. I also played on the Buzztime Trivia. That was a pretty cool aspect about the place.

I cut my finger last night on a cheese grater. Like half the skin on my thumb have been sliced off. It's rather gross, I will hold back the details. Though, it's setting my typing all off balance and it's getting annoying.

My son has been obsessed with Sonic the hedgehog for a little bit now. His obsessions change often, though today he is seriously using the top of the tv for an arm rest and watching the television from 3 inches away... maybe more like a whole foot. Though, it's so frustrating. I always have to be like, move back a bit. Though he moves back and then goes right back to where he started. It is really driving me crazy today.

Happy New Year?

I'm starting this entry three hours and nine minutes into the new year. Yesterday was epic, and tonight has been pretty epic. Taking an intermission in the nude Geekie photo shoot. She's all like "I feel awkward." So I'm like, "Who hasn't felt awkward being naked and covered in dice on their friend's couch?"

Anyway, so much has happened since the last time I updated. More to come, have to finish this beer and get back to the shoot.

Okay another slight intermission, Hornsby's Hard Cider Crisp Apple flavor is freaking delicious. That and pizza have fueled the night.

We started out going to Pizza Hut for the salad bar, coming home to watch Tucker and Dale vs. Evil, then going back out to get Little Caesars, and Blackjack Pizza.

Okay, so I finially get back to this. I will update with some photos from Geekie's facebook.

Not Okay

So I haven't updated in a while. I am going through an emotional tidal wave lately. I miss my dad and I don't know how to deal with this.

The other day I couldn't stop crying, I don't know why I was crying, but I couldn't stop and Nate kept saying, "What happened mom? What happened?" Then he would say, "Why are you crying? You miss your daddy?" Then he would hug me and I would start sobbing. I don't usually show my negative emotions that bad in front of him. I'm the mommy, but he made me feel so good that day just cuddling me on the couch.

I have been crocheting a lot, as you all know. Though I am starting to try to sell the things that I have been making. I am going to sell hair bows, and headbands with flowers and bows on them. I just need to get the plastic head bands and the metal barrettes.

I made Nate a dollhouse out of cardboard. I need to reinforce it, and buy more hot glue. Though after these boys go home I need to go to the store and buy some more yarn.

I picked up another babysitting job, maybe I can just do that for a while. Also, I found out my rent is paid until March. That was like a surprise blessing. I am very happy about that. Another friend is trying to get a babysitting job that pays $1400 a month and I want to get one like that! I want to move into a different place though.

I am going crazy lately. The house is a mess and just keeps getting worse. It's like everytime I clean within an hour it is back where it was before if not worse. It's hard to keep up.

This is turning into too much complaining. SO I am going to go back to what I was doing before.